For years I desired a professional change. If you look closely, you can probably find original posts (dating to 2011) on this blog where I reference making a change. Overall, I tried to keep this space relatively positive so I wasn't constantly dwelling on my unmet needs, but it was always there. Always a weight on my shoulders.
I incessantly read books (note: How to Find Fulfilling Work, despite it's literal title, was rather unimpressive), devoured internet posts, and basically anyone who knew me knew that I was unsatisfied with my career. But stuck. Stuck for so many reasons - money, benefits, familiarity, uncertainty about where to go... Recently, I realize I was living in a state of low-level career depression and one of the scariest components of depression is its ability to paralyze its sufferer. The reason I know I had it, and no longer have it, is because I *feel* differently. Not only is my mood lighter, but I feel the release of a certain physical pressure/weight that I always felt before. The connection of the body to the mind is a limitless fascination to me.
All of this to say, I want to dig deeper. I am surrounded by so many wonderful, talented, smart, people are also suffering, knowingly and unknowingly. How do we get people unstuck? How do we bring back light --- mental clarity and physical ease --- when it's been dormant for so long. I'm not exactly sure but this is where I'd like to begin....
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